April 9th 2013
So I was punished yesterday. Granted I deserved it, but my
Master ignored me for most of the day. I whined, and complained, and groaned
and moaned about it to my friends the entire time. Apparently ignoring me,
works as a punishment, but it also makes me feel abandoned. So it’s a double
edged sword.
I also hate when I screw up. I berate myself for failing,
all day long for it, sometimes for days on end. It was so bad I couldn’t sleep.
I had to force myself to go to bed, and then I cried for about an hour before I
passed out exhausted. Why? I have no idea. Perhaps it was me realizing I let my
Master down.
I will strive to be better in the future. I am sorry my
Master for displeasing you. I will do better. I promise!
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