Can you have love...without...trust?

Leonardo da Vinci: What have you done?

Henry: I have been born to privilege and with that comes specific obligations.

Leonardo da Vinci: Horseshit

Henry: You’re out of line, old man

Leonardo da Vinci: No, you are out of line. Have you any idea what that girl went through to get here tonight?

Henry: She lied to me

Leonardo da Vinci: She came to tell you the truth and you fed her to the wolves.

Henry: What do you know? You build flying machines and you walk on water, and yet you know nothing about life.

Leonardo da Vinci: I know that a life without love is not life at all.

Henry: And love without trust? What of that?

Leonardo da Vinci: She’s your match, Henry.

Henry: I am but a servant to my crown and I have made my decision. I will not yield!

Leonardo da Vinci: Then you don’t deserve her.

Maybe if someone lied they have the chance to redeem themselves?  When does having to much pride, cross the line of standing up for yourself? I was always raised that if you lie, than you will always lie. How do you rebuild a bridge after someone has lied to you so much?

When is to much, really to much? When do you say No more, and toss someone aside and leave them behind so you can have a better life? Sure a life without love, is no life at all, but Henry has a point. What is love without trust?

So long and thanx for all the fish

(Had to put this here for you Master, for all the talks of Disney we had)

So, it turns out some things are not meant to be. After spending time with an amazing man, whom owned me, let me just say, it was amazing, he is a great Master, and great man. Very strict, and compassionate at the same time.

However, we both seek different things, which is fine. I don’t hate him, nor am I angry. I am happy that we both can be adults. We are going to stay friends, which is great as well, because I do care and value that friendship. I wish it could have been more, but I am happy that we can both be up front and honest.

This is how relationships should be. No fighting or bickering. Just understanding.

So for you Master Thunder…

Thank you for the opportunity to serve you, and to be witness to the type of man you are. For allowing me to grow in my submission, and most importantly, Thank you for being a friend and showing me true understanding and compassion.

You will find that star you’re looking for, I promise Master.

Kaissa is for real boys

It had been argued that slaves had no right upon the Kaissa board. One might note also, in passing, that slaves are not permitted to play Kaissa. It is for free individuals.
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I had the pleasure of playing Kaissa for the first time, with Master Paladin. Needless to say I learned why slaves don’t play this game. I have never learned how to play Kaissa, and he didn’t teach me. He won of course, even playing to let me win, he won. I was told this game was a lot like chess. In some ways it really is, but in others it is not. The pieces move differently, and you have an extra piece. Your home stone.

So, I got to enjoy the game, and watch my besty play too. She won by default one round because the Master forgot his home stone. We all laughed and enjoyed ourselves. It was over all a very good night. I got to cuddle with my Master and watch a movie with him and some friends via Second life. Despite me not feeling very good, it was great to be with him tonight. 

So yes, if you want to play Kaissa, my advice….read up on it, get someone to teach you. Otherwise you will look just as silly as I did…but none the less it was fun…